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11/23/2008 Say it isn't so ...I have Kristin Chenoweth's The Girl in 14G stuck in my head: I'm tackling it for Festival this year, along with Darkening (an Emily Brontë poem set to music by Chester Duncan) and a reprise of Anything You Can Do, I Can Do Better (Annie Get Your Gun) with 4+x. Fun. That's all in March, just before I head off to Montreal for a week on a band/jazz trip (by bus, ack).
end of November: band workshop, jazz radiothon, math/chem tests probably, braces appointment, finish Twelfth Night budget, schedule, sponsors and site plan, Il trovatore at the MB Opera (we'll see) December: history essay due, Medea at MTC (twice), CBS blood-donor clinic, band and jazz concerts, band gig, carol sing, braces appointment (one-year mark), Twelfth Night reading (at least one), set-making, Christmas-present project, Advent/Christmas, dialogue jeunesse provincial January: Twelfth Night costumes, practices start, mid-terms, Jitters at MTC, braces appointment February: The Blonde, the Brunette and the Vengeful Redhead at MTC, Candide at the MB Opera, braces appointment, Lent March: SEMF Musical Theatre/Vocal, Montreal band/jazz trip, braces appointment, Doubt at MTC (will have to switch out for another performance), spring break April: Easter, Madama Butterfly at the MB Opera, braces appointment May: The Boys in the Photograph at MTC, a best friend's wedding, Twelfth Night dress rehearsals, IB math exam, braces appointment June: Twelfth Night performances, exams, provincial math exam, band/jazz concerts, braces appointment, RCM exams (?), youth leader's wedding July: IMC (musical theatre/drama, we'll see), SERVE 2008, braces appointment, a summer job would be nice (linked to IMC) August: braces appointment (and let's hope for a job) September: second year of IB starts, must have decided whether or not Vox viduarum will stage another play, 17th birthday, should have started university application already plus planning audition, braces appointment ... December: braces should come off (whee retainer), band/jazz concerts, carol sing, Advent/Christmas ... May: IB exams (ack) June: graduation ... September: start at BU, hopefully ...
Time passes quickly.
Prayer is entirely necessary. I feel so often lately like I desperately want a map: where do I go next? Fifty paces north, take a sharp turn east and head for where you're supposed to be going ... in the dark ... on blind faith ... I am struggling. I know I don't need a map when the Almighty is directing my footsteps. (But how do I know, how can I tell I'm following in His light? You have to trust! It's faith! Stop worrying, He knows what He's doing ... ) It's far past time to take a step back, entrust myself to His arms and relax. 8/3/2008 Random thoughts
7/29/2008 Has it really been four months?Easy answer: yes, it absolutely has.
Where has the time gone? As Tuan said (a week or two ago?), time must have a quantum element to it, as it seems to go in leaps and bounds ... and alternatively, millimetres. One of those unfair facts of life, I suppose. It feels like it has been no time at all since March, and yet all the time in the world. Much has happened. Really. A lot. So much I'm not going to recount it all. XD If you've been around me in the past four months, you've probably had your ear talked off anyway, so you're likely up to date just as well as you could be.
... Like I could remember it all, anyway. ^^; Another thing you may have noticed, if you've been around me in the past several months, is that I've become rather absent-minded ... my sense of time has mostly gone right out the window. "That conversation Oh I remember that one. That was a week or two ago, wasn't it?" "No, it was two days ago."
Yeah.
I can't say it's been an easy four months since my last post, but it hasn't been a terrible trial either - I've just been busy up to the gills, and now it seems I have some time to burn, and this seems like something I should do, seeing as I haven't in four months.
What to talk about, though? There's at once nothing and too much to talk about.
Once September rolls around, I will turn sixteen, start IB, take on a Shakespeare production, hopefully start work, and quite possibly a relationship. My mother has already informed me that I am really not insane, which is a comfort, because I'm not at all sure how this is all going to go down. I'm slightly worried, and this is one of the moments where I am less panicked. Perhaps I have accepted the state of insanity that will be my life for the next two years. On the bright side, apparently university could be a cakewalk after all this.
Knowing me, that will mean I go and take on more to do. Living on my own, whether I do my first year in res or not ... my gosh. Living on my own. What a strange thought. What busyness will I get myself into? I'm assuming I'll work. I may not but I don't see why I wouldn't, not if I work through IB.
I feel like I'm in this odd place of self-observation, like I'm not quite living my own life ... kind of analyzing it from an outside point of view. (I wonder if I could write this for my Extended Essay. No, I don't think I can. Darn. I could easily write four thousand words about myself.) It's an incredibly awkward feeling. Thinking about the next two years, and then the next four after that, and wondering where I'll end up and what will end up happening - what I'll end up taking in university, where I'll end up going for whatever Master's I end up taking ... and so many, many other things, all very important from my perspective right now.
There's a very strange feeling in my stomach right now. I'm not sure what it is.
I'm kinda scared. I feel like I'm sorta taking on the world all at once, though four to six years is hardly 'at once'.
Oogh. Pardon me while I go make tea. I do hope this hasn't twirled your brain around as much as it has mine. 3/24/2008 Quiz from HH-chanWhat time is it? 00.33 CDT HAVE YOU EVER...? THE FUTURE: WHO: WHICH ONE? WORD ASSOCIATION: FAVORITES: RANDOM QUESTIONS 3/20/2008 Something else that's frustratingI'm in the midst of some friendship troubles lately, and every time they rear their ugly head, it's hard on my temper. I don't know how many people who read my blog have seen the full extent of my temper (I keep it under wraps and I've been blessed with an increasing amount of patience as life goes on - though it's still less than Dad's, for instance, or Toro's), but it isn't fun. Unfortunately, whenever I get annoyed because of these problems, I tend to raise my voice more often and lose it slightly with my siblings. This frustrates me to no end, because they really don't need to be snapped at. >< I'm tired ot having to apologize to them. Just praying for more patience. 3/13/2008 Conflict ... morals, or personality?Ugh. And here I thought I'd never have to touch biology or physics. The way IB is supposed to work, you have a choice of courses. I do. But the school will only offer the two courses that get the most people registered. I want to take Spanish. I do not want to take physics or biology, which would be the other two choices. Whatever I take, I take all the way to graduation. I can't stand the physics prof, and biology presents a moral conflict in the subject of evolution: I would simply rather not learn about it, as I am Christian and do not agree with it. I do not mean to say that others cannot, but I would just rather not go there. It does not interest me to be in a class that disagrees with my morals and does not let me do so. As science-heavy as the world is, chances are they won't offer Spanish, and I'll have to take a science. Ach. If I drop out of the IB diploma program and take IB certificates instead, I would do every course in IB ... except Spanish. I would take Spanish in the regular program. But like heck I'm dropping out of the diploma program. This is very frustrating. 3/9/2008 More YT funAgain thanks to Dave Kellett of Sheldon for setting me onto this vid. This bird is super-cool. 3/7/2008 Extended EssayOkay, so I'm enrolling in the International Bacchalaureate program at my high school, which is basically a super-advanced program (to cut the explanations short - visit ibo.org for more information). One of the components necessary for graduation is a 4000-word Extended Essay on a subject of your own choice.
My school is Francophone, and I am Anglophone, so I have always wanted to do my Extended Essay in English to give a nod to my mother tongue. To that end, I have always wanted to do my Extended Essay on something related to the Phantom of the Opera ...
Just now, I found out that although the Extended Essay may be done in English, it therefore has to relate to English literature - and therefore must be about a book/poem/short story/etc that was originally in English! Phantom, however, was not - it was translated from the original French by Gaston Leroux.
How am I going to get around this?
I'll just do it on the musical. :P
She said that it could be about an adaptation of the story ... as long as that adaptation was originally in English. Booyah! That lets me explore liberally ... and talk about the music. I can bring in all sorts of things. This makes me happy.
Whee Phantom! 3/6/2008 Oh goodness.Someone caught it on tape. Forever to be preserved. Aaaaack. (Okay, so it isn't that bad, but 'cause I know where all my mistakes were ... ) This is Chicken Scratch, from the December 2007 jazz concert at my high school. I play the trombone solo. Can I hide now? 3/5/2008 Of all the jobs for me to have picked ...XD It's not an easy one! But then, when have I ever done easy? I've been on a bit of a Nightwish hype lately (they're a gothic/symphonic metal/rock band from Finland, a bit like Evanescence). Their old vocalist, Tarja Turunen, is quite the lyric soprano (spent many years training), and as I can sing her part I tend to gravitate more towards the nine-year stretch with her as opposed to their new vocalist, Anette Olzon (whom I like, but I prefer Tarja's voice so far). On that note, it's terribly difficult to find sheet music of their songs, and it isn't particularly easy to transcribe them, either. They published one songbook, of their album Once (which I would love to track down, as it has many of my favourite songs, including Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan), but I cannot find the darn thing anyway, not even on eBay. I downloaded a trial of TwelveKeys transcription software from NCH SwiftSound, which is very nice ... but still necessitates that I write it all down. XD I would love a program that transcribed music for you. I'd also love a keyboard I could connect to my computer ... a digital keyboard, as opposed to a synthesizer, which is what I have at the moment. I'd also like some music-transcription software (I have my eye on Finale PrintMusic, or really anything in the Finale suite of programs that would be a step up from their freeware NotePad, which is what I'm making use of right now. There's this lack of money and money-transfer methods, though ... oh well. Wishes for another day, perhaps. |
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